- me: it wont bother me.
- me: *lies down*
- me: it actually really bothers me. a lot. so i'm gonna think about it all night instead of sleeping.
i feel like i’m disappearing in all this noise; weeks pass like trains when you don’t have a second to take a deep breath.
I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it. —Winona Ryder
TODAY A RESCUE PIG NAMED GERTRUDE CAME TO MY JOB AND OH GOSH I AM JUST SO DELIGHTED TO HAVE MET GERTIE.